overcoming blehness

I spent the night before last crying myself to sleep... was eventually comforted by a warmth that embraced me inside out. I didn't think I'd be that fragile but I guess I am. The world teaches us to rid ourselves of our weaknesses; in fact, that's exactly what I want to do... But now I know I should embrace them rather than get rid of them. I learnt that you can never fully get rid of them. In 2 Corinthians 12:10 it says, "for when I am weak, then I am strong."

I find it fascinating how God makes me smile. Yesterday started off as annoyance that the sun was so bright for the entire day... when I drive to school it's right in my eye, when I drive home it's right in my eye. And yet I feel like God is prodding me to smile and I eventually do. Oh crazy me.

I'm not sure if this is a good thing but I feel a lot better after engulfing myself in my commitments and reading the bible. Perhaps this is my therapy? At the same time, I'm getting quite weak physically felt really dizzy and feverish last night. Now I'm a lil' wobbly on my feet... maybe I need more exercise -.-'

There are too many passages that really catch my attention so I can't share all of them but just naming some of them: the fruit of the Spirit (Galatiasn 5:22-23), role of a pastor (Ephesians 4:12-13), armor of God(Ephesians 6:13-17) and "The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love." - Galatians 5:6.