I feel as cold as it is outside and as chaotic as the snowfall.... as fragile as the small tree buried by snow in my frontyard.

Why can't time freeze like the tears that well up from my eyes? Sometimes it's not about whether you want to or not but you have to... time won't stop for anyone, the world won't stop for anyone... just gotta move forward step by step and trust that He will sustain you. If human assurance could satisfy everything then there would be no need for the divine and yet regardless of your need or belief/disbelief, His existence is unaffected. Whether you feel his presence or not, He's there. How do I know? By faith.

I need to grow and grow faster for my own sake and for other people...
I don't know if I have any right to say this or how legit you think this is but, I'll be here for you...