corrupted world

This was actually from a Facebook note WAY back in Sept 2007. I absolutely agree with my 2007-self.

     There are times when things just don't go your way; and in these times, it's a natural instinct to let go. Let go of all the frustration, pain and sorrow. Just give up and any burden will be gone. That's the ideal world, a fantasy world. In that world, giving up solves any and every problem ever faced but this is not an ideal world. This is a corrupted world in which nothing can be as ideal as it seems. Letting go.. solves nothing and if anything makes everything worse. Being the lazy person that I am, I know..you can't seem to get yourself up and try to make stuff better. The harder you try to get up.. it just seems like you're falling deeper and deeper. There's this annoying buzzing going on too which makes it so much harder to concentrate on getting yourself up. And at the point where you really begin to lose hope and let go.

    The buzzing becomes known, you can hear whispers. Whispers of encouragement, of gratitude, of need. You're being encouraged, you're being thanked, you're being needed. These whispers aren't just any whispers, they're whispers of angels.

    They want to help you, do you accept? Can you get your ass up for them if not for yourself?

    These are hard times yes. I mean.. I can feel it. I can feel people around me stressed, depressed but I'm too scared to confront and I'm scared if I do confront.. I might not be able to handle it. But hey I won't know until you give me a chance. Give me one chance. Let me be an angel in your life whispering words of encouragement, words of gratitude, words of need. It's okay if you want me to shut up but want me near. I can be mute. I'm flexible.